"Oceans apart" cannot compare to the distance I feel tonight.
Never again will there be an opportunity to meet face to face.
Though bound by blood, what sort of relationship was I able to forge?
A seemingly inexistent bond, the distance simply too great.
While the rest arrange to leave and pay their respects,
I remain here alone helplessly grounded.
I needed two more years.
As I always believe it is, it has been fated.
"He couldn't even wait for you."
He couldn't even wait for me?
No, that is too selfish. The fault lies within me.
The inability to be there,
ever,
for anything,
makes all the difference in the world.
Passing on before getting the chance to see me, meet me, know me.
Truly regrettable.
"Grandson", a title I could not do justice other than by just being.
However I will dutifully mourn from afar.
Forever Rest In Peace ah gong.
"We are best described as ...Naive . Youth ... is ours to lose."
-ahJun.
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